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So if you love me let me go, and run away before I know, my heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate, if I'm alone I cannot hate. I don't deserve to have you. My smile was taken long ago, if I could change I hope I'll never know. I still press your letters to my lips, and cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss. I couldn't face a life without your lights, but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight. So save your breath, I will not care, I think I made it very clear, you couldn't hate enough to love, is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend, then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a saint, my own was banished long ago, it took the death of hope to let you go. So break yourself against my stones, and spit your pity in my soul. You never needed any help, you sold me out to save yourself. And I won't listen to your shame, you ran away, you're all the same. Angels lie to keep control. My love was punished long ago, if you still care don't ever let me know..
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Le manque constant d'ta personne dans ma vie. L'absence d'amour tout les jours, ces mots qui ne valent plus rien. Cette peur que tu parte comme ça. L'espoir que tu revienne du jour au lendemain. Ces marches seule le soir, ces pensées infinissable. Ces envie de construire quelque chose avec toi, ses mots d'amour que je garde au fond de moi quand parfois tu es la. Ces dérapages qu'tu as parfois malgré ce choix. & ce que je peux ecrire ici, qui ne peux décrire tout ce que mon coeur contient au plus profond de lui même ; il en a tellement & bien plus que ça..
Désolé pour la déco merdique, mais les textes étaient trop beaux pis j'voulais mettre l'importance la dessus..
